Poodles and Tabloids (excerpt from War and Peas)

     As a hobby, our grandmother ran a kennel of world class show poodles. Show dogs tend to attract an eclectic group of kennel employees and my grandmother’s help was no different. We used to like to hang out in the kennel for 2 reasons. First, we liked to spy on the dog people - the women dressed in skin tight leopard pants that did not accentuate their best features and they had frizzy red permed hair. The men were flamboyant and effeminate. They all used colorful language and although we were not always sure what they were talking about, we knew it was naughty and we were skilled at faking an understanding.

I never knew quite what to make of the quirky dog people, but they were a source of curiosity not found elsewhere.….. Second, the dog pens were lined with a grand variety of tabloids like the National Enquirer, and tabloids were difficult to come by in our family of intellectuals. My cousin Stain and I would peruse the paper stacks and sneak the very best articles back to our homes where we would refer to them often. My clothing bureau had a secret drawer and I kept them there for safekeeping. 
     Stain acquired his nick name from being an energetic little kid who put far more enthusiasm into his activities than his appearance. He generally ate on the run and usually had some evidence of grass, ketchup, mustard, or chocolate on his shirt and face.

We both hated reading - our distaste applied especially to the weak selections chosen by our teachers - books with way too many pages burdened with words too long to fit aesthetically on them, and far too few pictures….I was of the opinion that even a really bad picture was better than the written word. These assigned books were by authors with names like Kipling and Melville. It would seem as though the characters could only land a part in the book if they had a strange name like Mowgli or Ishmael. Any hope of setting the hook in my fragile attention span was lost the moment the characters commenced speaking in strange dialects. Controlling my imagination was like herding cats and under the best of circumstances reading was way too structured and confining. But the tabloid periodicals were special. They had just the right mix of pertinent news and photos, and the really important stories used color pictures. Stain and I would enter the kennel with the same intellectual curiosity others had when they entered a library. We were on a mission to catch up on the news that we were not regularly exposed to on network Tv or in our local newspaper.

Today, tabloids focus mainly on celebrity news. In the 60’s celebrity news was found in magazines at your hair salon. Tabloids had much broader coverage of the news. When they were not covering the major stories like Jackie Kennedy, people being run over by trains or of grizzly  murders complete with low resolution color photos, they focused on human encounters with aliens. The aliens would perform cruel experiments on their abductees and steal the women’s eggs which would be used to cross-breed with aliens. This is because aliens had a natural curiosity about Earthlings. The stories included interviews with the victims and they were quoted saying things like “When he paralyzed us with his ray gun, I thought it was the end of time”.

 Barney and Betty Hill were 2 Americans abducted by aliens during my childhood. Accounts of their horrifying experience, were published by all of the tabloids. After the Hill’s came forth, many other alien abductees did as well. Thanks to the hardnosed journalism of the tabloid reporters, they were able to procure and publish actual photos of the whole terrifying experience. The daily papers like the Washington Post and New York Times had 2^nd rate reporters who unlike aliens, had no natural curiosity, so they never covered these stories. The possibility that our fake grandfather could be the spawn of an alien having his way with an abducted Earth woman, was not lost on this nine year old.

       I chose the Hill’s alien abduction, for my current event report in school. My report was thorough and well documented. While my classmates were appreciative and full of questions, my teacher Mrs. Riley was not impressed.

Next to the “D” she put at the top of my paper, she made a list of acceptable resources. It did not include a single tabloid. I believe that I was one of the first to identify the shortcomings of our educational system.

The Pop Gun, The Bomb, and The Hostage

             We moved to our farm in the Fall of 1960.  I had been very excited about the move to the country.  We had been living in a post WWII development where as a 5 year old I wasn’t quite going around the block by myself. I wasn’t allowed to cross the street by myself either, although on at least one occasion crossing with Jack presented its own peril.

         The first time he took me across the street to his buddy Ricky Curtain’s house, I was the unwitting human ransom in a skeevy, ill-conceived plot to get his pop gun back. Ricky was a nice kid so I was more shocked than frightened about what was going down….That was until 2 other kids, Buster and Bowser arrived with Jack’s pop gun. They were brothers, 9 and 10 years old – almost grown-ups, and they were bad.  They were both big with dirty blond hair, and Bowser had a black eye.  Neither one had a last name.  They lived 3 blocks away.   I knew they were bad because I had seen them trying to set a ping pong ball on fire on our sidewalk outside of our house.  As someone who was confined to a pretty “short leash” due to my age,  I was very territorial about the areas to which I had unfettered access.  When I saw them playing with matches  I  rushed over from our sand box and told them that they were going to catch on fire.  They responded by giving me the stink eye and telling me to scram. I did scram but not before I warned them one more time that they would likely burst into flames. 

         When used as designed, a pop gun was a harmless toy gun that made an annoying loud bang when fired. It appealed to boys like my brother who were too young for a bb gun. However, when the barrel was cleverly packed with mud and pebbles it made a loud bang and shot mud and pebbles, which of course lead to numerous wounds and eye injuries across America.  This creative use limited its longevity on the toy market, depriving future generations of children, resourceful ways to injure each other.

 I was well aware that catching on fire was one of the 3 most common injuries to children.  The other two of course were cracking your head open and getting  an eye poked out.  Cracking your head open was a common injury that frequently occurred during any unsanctioned activity that could result in a spill, like jumping on a bed. 

  Conversely, playing with sticks or anything sharper than a tennis ball (or a pop gun) often resulted in the loss of an eye.   

We were warned so much about playing with matches that I was under the impression that children were inherently flammable.   Additionally, one of the laws of nature seemed to be that someone who was not allowed to play with matches was far more likely to burst into flames than someone who was allowed to have matches. I did not know that there was a name for what happened when a child got too close to matches but I learned a few years later that it was referred to as spontaneous combustion. 

When I saw Buster and Bowser at the Curtain’s I knew that my luck had run out. They gave Jack his gun and told him to scram.  He looked very apologetically at me and left to go home to dinner. I got up to follow when Buster told me to sit down and watch TV.  I started scoping out the room looking for an escape route when I realized that I was stuck because I couldn’t cross the street even if I did sneak out.

          I began to have a greater appreciation for parental supervision, which was conspicuous by its absence at this moment. Mrs. Curtain was a nice lady; where the heck was she?  I calmly sat hostage on the Curtain’s couch, sitting between Buster and Bowser with the black eye. Ricky turned the TV to the Early Show because it was “Tarzan the Ape Man” week.  This wasn’t so bad because I would  have been watching it at home before dinner. It was just a matter of time before my Dad would come rescue me the way Tarzan was always saving his son “Boy”... but what if they hadn’t missed me at dinner?  I glanced over at Buster who had pulled out a jack knife from one pocket and a small box of wooden matches from the other.  He opened the knife and started cutting the little red heads off the matches, making a not so neat little red pile in his lap. 

This was great.  Not only was I about to burst into flames but the flying knife resulting from the explosion would put out one of my eyes.  I inched closer to Bowser. I thought of reminding Buster of the likelihood that he could burst into flames at any moment but thought better of it. I did point out that any slip of the knife would probably result in one of us getting an eye poked out.  He remained unfazed. Then I asked him what he was going to do with the pile of match heads and he said he was building a bomb.  In past crisis’s I had realized some success by threatening to hold my breath and following through. While I didn’t think that Buster or Bowser would be moved by my facial contortions and beet red face the way our babysitters had been, it was all I had. I took a very deep noisy breath, stuck an index finger in each ear for effect, ballooned my cheeks and began my last breath.

Buster and Bowser both looked my way with some concern. I don’t think they cared if I expired but  Buster was concerned that his match heads might get blown all over the room when I exhaled. Just when I was about to have to start another last breath, Jack reappeared to save me.  He announced that our parents said that I had to go home.  Having worn them out with my questions, warnings, and annoyances, Buster and Bowser looked quite relieved and said “great, take her”.  That was the anti-climactic end to the hostage situation.  A “win win” for all, I jumped up and gladly went  home with Jack. They were conceivably even more happy to have me leave.

The Little Bang Theory

There are times in every child’s life to try to find order and make sense of the universe. I found that many of my questions received confusing answers that only led to many more questions.  When I asked my mother where I came from, she said I started as something smaller than a bread crumb.  I, of course, made no distinction between something smaller than a bread crumb and an actual bread crumb, so it was hard to look at bread crumbs the same way after that.

It’s anyone’s guess how many lives were snuffed out when Mom wiped off the table. 
    At the first funeral I attended, hearing “Dust thou art, and unto dust thou shalt return” immediately gave clarity to the dust under my bed.  It was dead people.  How it got there was another problem that eluded explanation.  Liz never had dust under her bed because it was where she chose to hide when faced with adversity, like when Dad brought home flu shots for the whole family.

When she saw the hypodermic needles boiling on the stove, she would scramble under the bed and secure a death grip on the far bed frame leg.  Mom and Dad never had any luck coaxing her out. When Dad would try to slide her out, she and the bed would move along the floor in unison.

I would sit nearby on my bed and enjoy being  a spectator, occasionally crawling under Liz’s bed to see how she was doing or to shuttle messages between them.

Not wishing to escalate the situation, Dad would wait her out in front of the TV set.  To her credit, Liz had amazing perseverance and resourcefulness, and just as a matter of “best practices,” kept a tin of cookies under her bed. While these incidences never ended well for Liz, she learned to take victory from her success in delaying the inevitable.
    My early understanding of the universe acknowledged a scientific side and a mystical side.  My interests were naturally drawn to the scientific side. The scientific side included things that were defined and predictable.  The mystical side included things that were not.

Among those dependable things I included on the scientific side were Santa Claus, the Tooth Fairy, and the Easter Bunny. While the great scientific minds seemed intimidated by these  three curiosities, there were few things as dependable. I noted with frustration that the older one got, the less they seemed to care bout the scientific dynamics of Santa Claus, The Tooth Fairy, and the Easter Bunny. 
    Unlike Santa Claus, who constantly judged children morally, the Tooth Fairy was all business. You had to be good for Santa Claus, but the Tooth Fairy only needed a tooth, and I knew of children with moral turpitude that benefitted greatly from that distinction.

Still, I couldn’t help but wonder what she did with all of those teeth.

    While I had never seen her, I felt sure that she looked like Tinkerbell, but that was because Tinkerbell was the only fairy I was familiar with. I had always assumed that Tinkerbell had started out as a Tooth Fairy before getting a break into show business.

I came to realize that there were many Tooth Fairies and that they were, obviously, assigned territories.  I knew this because the kids next door got a quarter, and we only got 15 cents.  The kids across the street got even less, 10 cents a tooth.
     Our tooth fairy had a more casual work ethic, as it often took a couple of nights after losing a tooth before she would stop by.  The week the exterminator came, she didn’t show up at all.  I waited faithfully, fearing the worst.  Either she expired or had become ill for a few days.  If she had been poisoned, they were pretty organized about getting someone new on the job.  After the mishap with the exterminator, I made sure that our cat stayed inside when the Easter Bunny was in town.
    Three important nature shows commenced in my early childhood.  National Geographic, The Undersea World of Jacques Cousteau, and Mutual of Omaha’s Wild Kingdom with Marlin Perkins and his assistant Jim.  It was always my hope that these programs  would do a better job of tackling topics that were of particular interest to children, like the Tooth Fairy or Easter Bunny. 
    The fact that neither of those creatures were native to the oceans or Lake Titicaca, as far as we knew, did give Jacques Cousteau a pass, but his son Philippe was so good at making friends with the sea creatures, I think he would have liked to know the Tooth Fairy.  Jacques was always saying things like, “In juz a few short minettes, Philippe haz become life lhong frenz wit da sea turtell. He names her Breeget because she haz beautiful eyes.”

You could tell that National Geographic had their own agenda, but Wild Kingdom could have come through. 
    Zoologist Marlin Perkins liked to shoot the object of his attention with a tranquilizer dart and then have his assistant Jim tiptoe in and put a big gaudy collar with a huge antennae and big helium balloon on the animal so that they could track the animal until the battery ran out.  That had to be a little awkward for the animal, returning to the herd with a hangover and a huge set of new accessories it had no recollection of acquiring.  Did Marlin really think the other animals would not notice?  Marlin and Jim always wore safari clothes, complete with pith helmets, regardless if they were hunting lions in Africa or the great polar bear on the North Pole.
    There were two striking things I noticed about  Marlin.  One was that he did not like to get his hands dirty, and the other was that he didn’t like to risk his life.  Apparently Jim liked to do both.  I thought hunting the Tooth Fairy would be a great episode that would minimize the danger to Jim.  The Tooth Fairy would be much easier to manhandle than the rhinos and bears that Marlin normally arranged for Jim, and the only real challenge would be “live” trapping, or determining the appropriate  dose on the fairy dart to shoot her down.
 

The whole episode lent itself to action, adventure, and time-lapse photography, and I would have
gladly offered up Liz’s and my bedroom for the hunt. Sadly, Marlin also lacked the requisite curiosity, so the episode remained unshot, and Mutual of Omaha lost a huge ratings opportunity.   
    That was just the tip of the iceberg....who wouldn’t want to learn more about  the Easter Bunny?  If anyone could find out, it would be Marlin and Jim.

They would find out where he got all those eggs, and how  he hauled so many with so little breakage?  Did the chickens offer them, or did he trick them?  Did the eggs come dyed, or did he do it?  Was there just one, like Santa Claus, who covered the whole world,  or was there a network, like the Tooth Fairies?  Even Santa had elves and the Mrs. to help him.  I asked my father if he had ever treated the Easter Bunny, and he said, no, he did not know him. 
    Santa Claus was merit based; the Tooth Fairy was materialistic, with her need for teeth; the Easter Bunny rewarded hunting skills.  Both of my parents had lost their natural curiosity about these three scientific creatures and were of no help in understanding them.  Were we really to believe that the Easter Bunny worked alone? 
    Without the help of the scientific community, I became resigned to the fact that Santa Claus, the Easter Bunny, and the Tooth Fairy would remain inscrutable curiosities.

Clean-up Editor: Toni Gardner, Author of  "My Fathers" and "Walking Where the Dog Walks"

The Manifest Destiny

In the Fall that I entered 1^st grade, we moved to our farm, 7 miles west,  to be closer to Dad’s work.  Having spent a great deal of time on our grandmother's farm, we were certainly not alien to farm life, however Jack, Liz and I still had our own set of unrealistic expectations.  Jack had grand plans to raise cows and hunt wild animals.  

 Liz was looking forward to living the life of Velvet from the film National Velvet.  She knew a lot about horses from the fiction she had taken out of the school library. 

The horses in those books were  incredibly well mannered, had nerves of steel and were every girl’s best friend.  Liz assumed the ponies and horses our parents would acquire would have no less character or pedigree. She had plans to ride her horse to school everyday on the seven miles of busy roads to the campus.  Mom and Dad had a different set of plans that entailed catching a ride with a chain smoking math teacher in a homely little Corvair where seat belts were an option not selected. The Chevy Corvair had made Time's list of "The 50 Biggest Automotive Mistakes Ever Made".   The latter plan was understandably, far less desirable when  it came to making friends and influencing people.    Liz was also ill prepared for the many vices inherent with an affordable pony, like spooking at butterflies, and the tendency to bolt after they reared and parted ways with the rider.  She soon found that horses were not much more predictable than cats although they did weigh about 1500 pounds more.  After breaking her arm and cracking her head open during 2 separate mishaps, she let go of her National Velvet dream and focused on lobbying (unsuccessfully) for a move to the city where her friends lived. For me, I was looking forward to  my  tomboy / little kid pursuits, enjoying being outside,  raising lots of calves and foals and doing cattle drives to our cousin’s  farm next door.

Cattle Drive

….a lot like living in a western and like many things, one should be careful what they wish for. 

Overall, life on the farm was fantastic.  It was 100 years old, there were lots of places to explore,  I could go wherever I wanted and  there wasn’t a single street to cross. The first week there, Liz and I  found a cat and five little kittens in a stall in the barn.  It was a bit of an adjustment not having neighbors right next door and the noises were different. Instead of horns and car engines we heard cows and  birds during the day and screech owls, locusts,  and bull frogs at night.  

The sound of a siren was so rare,  we would jump in the car whenever we heard one, and go off to find the excitement.  Within a month of moving to the farm there was a barn fire about a half a mile away.  The whole sky turned red that night and you could see the flames from our attic window.  Mom and Dad meant well but every explanation of a life event like the fire, had a Disney spin complete with a moral at the end.  They told us that the fire had been caused by a boy our age playing with matches in the barn. Jack was kind and trusted me with the truth that Mom and Dad didn’t think I was old enough to hear. In what was probably 3 parts testing his persuasion skills and 1 part believing it himself, Jack swore me to secrecy and then let me know that Indians did it.  

 While I appreciated his candor, this new information was very troublesome.  Unfortunately I had paid attention when I had watched westerns, and Indians for the most part were not portrayed well. Savage Indians were not a part of "living my life in a western" that I had planned.  

The Lone Ranger’s friend Tonto was a nice Indian but he was very serious and never laughed, and he only spoke in 1-3 word phrases. Indians were a big problem in another Saturday morning TV show I watched, RinTinTin.  I had seen enough to know what could happen when angry Indians lived nearby.

After becoming privy to our Indian problem I began carrying a feather and a miniature yoyo in my pocket in case I was ever captured.  I  also took our red setter Pat with me when I went outside.  I had heard that Indians liked to trade stuff and I thought I might be able to trade the feather or the yoyo for my freedom.  

RinTinTin was Rusty’s dog and he didn’t seem to mind taking an arrow to save Rusty, and he had always recovered by the next week’s episode.  I was pretty sure my dad had studied removing Indian arrows from dogs and cats when in veterinary school – it was really important to push the arrow all the way through and break it before you pulled it back.  After going a couple of weeks without an attack or even an Indian sighting, I began to get a small level of comfort that maybe the Indians had moved on to set barns on fire somewhere else.

Early that Winter in the midst of a snow storm, I found myself home sick from school.  Due to the weather, my Mother needed to leave me home alone so she could collect Jack and Liz from school.  It wouldn’t be a big deal because  my Dad was expected home soon. Even though it kept snowing harder and harder, they were both gone much longer than what seemed to be a reasonable amount of time.  While a well adjusted child might have chosen to use this time wisely reading a school assignment, I stared at the school assignment and morosely pondered my new life as an orphan.     When they finally got home I was upset and asked what took so long.  My mom replied that she had gotten “tied up” in traffic. 

I was stunned. The Indians were still here and they had captured my mom but she escaped and she was so calm and brave.  I wanted to know how she got away but I was sworn to secrecy about the whole Indian problem.  When my dad walked in I ran and shouted “Mom got tied up in traffic, but she escaped and she’s here now.”   Dad replied that he had gotten “tied up” at the office too.  I gasped.  The Indians - they were everywhere….. but Jack was the best brother ever for trusting me with the truth.

The Perfect Pet (excerpt from "War and Peas")

    After school in first grade, I would ride my pony Beauty over the hill to our cousin’s farm. Beauty was a fine babysitter. If I slipped off her bare back, she would stop and wait for me to climb back on. She was 33 years old and the same brown pony on which my Dad learned to ride. Our cousin and my dad were country veterinarians, and the animal hospital was on his farm next to ours. My father would preside over afternoon office hours and perform small animal surgery. With the exception of having to wash my hands for long periods of time preparing for surgery, I liked to watch him operate. It was usually just spaying dogs and cats. During surgery, I would stand on a chair and assist.  My job was to hand my dad instruments like the Kelly clamps, and wipe up the blood.  When he closed, my job was to cut the stitches; short on the inside, long on the outside.

     One day during office hours, a scruffy old farmer in worn overalls who breathed through his mouth, brought in a little 2 day old piglet. He said “Doc, this here pig done got no hole”. What happened next was like Christmas on a sunny Spring day. The farmer looked at me, and then my Dad. He said “Doc, if you can fix this here pig, that pretty little girl can keep him”... and he pointed at me!  My Dad picked up the little pink piglet – when their eyes met I saw a short exchange of mutual respect. I watched carefully as Dad looked in her ears, nose, and mouth. She looked like a fine pig to my little trained eye. Dad then turned her around to inspect her other end. The piglet looked me in the eye and I am sure she smiled. I felt us bond immediately and I could tell she was just as busy as I was imagining our new life together. Her name would be  "Scout".

As Dad examined her posterior, I soon realized what the farmer meant when he said that the pig “done got no hole”….she had been born without a rectum. As luck would have it, not only was I about to get a pig, but it was a perfect little pig. In my mind there was nothing to fix. This piglet without a “hole” was intelligent design at its best. It would get to be a house pig.  The possibilities for a perfect pig were endless. She was virtually maintenance free and I would be able to teach her tricks and she loved me. That farmer who breathed through his mouth, was the nicest man in the world.
      Before Dad had the chance to explain the inherent flaws of a piglet without a “hole”, I had bolted out the door, untied Beauty and headed home. What was Beauty’s value as a 33 year old babysitting pony, was also her shortcoming when one had important news with which to taunt her older siblings …Beauty had but one speed. Unlike newer models in our stable that could walk, trot, canter, and gallop, Beauty only walked. And, it wasn’t a fast walk. I rushed home as fast as one could rush on Beauty. When we got home I flew in the back door and found my older siblings Jack and Liz sitting at the kitchen table eating our cook Myrtle’s fresh chocolate chip cookies. I shouted that I was getting a perfect little pig named Scout, and she was going to get to sleep with me in my bed, and she would never have to be housebroken like our other  pets, so she would only go outside because she wanted to,

not because she had to….and, they could never pet her unless they asked me first. They each helped themselves to another cookie without ever looking up, as if I wasn’t even there and they hadn’t heard me. Jack looked up and said to Liz “did you hear something?”  Liz looked back at him and said “no, I don’t think so.” But they heard me just fine.
     That night at dinner Dad brought the good news with the bad: for reasons I did not completely understand, the piglet had to get a “hole”. Dad explained it in professional medical terms. The gist of it was that if food went in one end there had to be an exit point at the other. It must have been some kind of swine rule. Not to be discouraged I suggested that we get around the problem by not putting anything in her mouth, thus eliminating the need for an exit. Who would have thought I could improve on the intelligent design? I now had a pet that I didn’t need to clean up after or let out, and thanks to my enhancement, Scout no longer even needed feeding. She wasn’t going to cost a thing, less work even than my ant farm or sea monkeys. Everyone would want one. I started planning for Scout to have babies. Before I got too far, Dad came back with more obstacles - the surgery was complicated and a very high risk procedure. The good news was that the surgery would be the next morning. I had no worries, the Doctor was my Dad, and he could fix anything…..as it was, anything but this little pig. It turns out that Scout had a number of other birth defects that prevented a successful outcome. Life with my perfect little pig was never meant to be.☹

Extreme Profiles in Courage - excerpt from War and Peas

On occasions when it was New Papa vs. the grandchildren, the grandchildren always presented in impenetrable front. When New Papa was not conspiring to complicate our lives we were quite accomplished at filling that void.

            The youngest 10 of us fell into 2 categories: “Character” donors and “Character” recipients. The older 5 were donors and the youngest 5 were recipients, however to some extent all of the girls were recipients at least some of the time.  The recipients were home schooled by the donors in a number of subjects including:

·      Knot tying

·      Tennis

·      Gymnastics

·      Brain teasers

·      Marksmanship and conductivity

Jack: “As you can see, Chip and Stain, using a half hitch followed by a square knot makes escape virtually impossible.” 

Penn: “However when working from branches above, nothing quite beats the hangman’s noose.  Any questions Margaux?  Don't forget to be at the car in 10 minutes for miniature golf”.

            

Preparing for kindergarten in the Fall, Little Sinner liked to play school. Older siblings and cousins were all to eager to oblige:  

Looper: “Little Sinner, we believe you will learn much more if we use true stories to challenge you: The police made us take you when you were 1.  They said they would come back to get you in  2000 days.  If it takes one week to pack, when should you get started?”

                                                            Marksmanship

“To get a steady shot at the blackbird, rest the bb gun barrel on something firm, like that 1000 volt cattle wire”.

           As one might surmise, the lure of hanging out with older cousins and our absence of cause and effect reasoning, contributed to endless opportunities for acquiring character.  Of course we were always eager to learn when Nick and Toad rode into town.

 

The Dungeon - In the Belly of the Beast

      Having been exposed to my veterinarian father’s patients at a young age,  I,  more than most children,  had developed some theories on what creatures made up the genus that liked to prey on children (pediavore).  As was the case with most of my early theories,  it was based on age-appropriate methods of research:  deep thought,  wild imagination,  and inquiries to my older cousins.  My theory of pediavores hypothesized that there were three primary classes:

GENUS PEDIAVORE

1) Larger than me,  foams at mouth,  growls and or stalks - Han’s VanderTease’s Dog
2) Smaller than me but sucks blood or sets trap - Mosquitos and Spiders
3) Hides in water and chases me with an open mouth full of teeth - Snapping Turtles

      When it came to domesticated animals,  I assigned the pediavore classification on a per-animal basis according to my proprietary assessment based on size,  speed,  and growl decibels.  As it pertained to my grandmother’s farm,  there was a pediavore around every corner.  Bom Bom’s  basement was no exception,  but it was also  a wonderful place,  full of amazing things that dated back to the late 1800s.  There were old Red Cross stretchers, wooden picnic plates,  Victrolas,  vaults,  and giant trunks.  My cousins and I suspected that the giant trunks and vaults,  that were too heavy to budge,  were filled with gold that other generations had forgotten about.  Either gold or lost copies of the Declaration of Independence,  or King George’s marriage certificate….important collectables. On a regrettable day in 1960,  however,  the magical nature of the basement changed forever.  That was the day when New Papa  procured hundreds of two-watt light bulbs from  a Port William Boy Scout named “Little Billy May.”  

       Little Billy’s gift in door-to-door  sales has never been the subject of debate. After his visit with New Papa,  Billy enjoyed a sales award trip to Disneyland,  and went on to successfully sell lightning rods and encyclopedias door to door. 
       Little Billy’s gain was our loss,  for from that unfortunate day in 1960 when Billy “asked for the order” from New Papa,  the basement became a dungeon.  A two-watt bulb radiates no more light  then a birthday candle,  but it doesn’t use much electricity either,  and that was all that mattered to  New Papa.
      Along with the kitchen, the basement and swimming pool came under New Papa’s jurisdiction.  A quick visit to the basement and pool was all it took to realize that New Papa had no interest in either.  The pool was built in 1939 with the use of horses,  who would drag a large industrial shovel across the ground to dig the hole.  The pool had straight sides,  so telephone-pole-sized logs were floated in the pool in the winter to prevent ice from cracking the sides.  The water was always zero-visibility because New Papa did not enjoy swimming and felt that chlorine was an unnecessary amenity.  Without the burden of a scheduled chlorine regimen,  New Papa’s pool maintenance schedule consisted of having Uncle Owl remove the logs from the pool in May and replace them in  October.    
 

 
       Preparing to swim in the zero-visibility pool under New Papa’s rules presented its own challenges.   All children and adults were required to change into their swimwear in “dressing” cubicles in the dungeon. There were  three entrances.  One was from the porch,  another from the pool,  and the third from the kitchen.  It was an unpleasant trip for all ages,  but a journey fraught with danger for a small child.  Entering the basement from the porch required us to go down three steps and pass a huge vault on the left.  I am not sure what was stored in that vault,  but it could have been 60-watt light bulbs.
       Fully lit with the two-watt bulbs,  the dungeon was still frightfully dark,  with a strong hint of mildew in the air. If it had rained recently,  the changing cubes became registered wetlands.  One didn’t dare remove their flip flops.  It was impossible to  get to a changing room without walking through a thick network of cobwebs.  The  cobwebs against the two-watt light produced very eerie,  spooky effects. The dungeon was also an ideal natural environment for the super race of spiders that were a testament to  Darwin’s theory of “survival of the fittest.”  I would never go into the dungeon alone,  because I knew there was safety in numbers.  Jen and Liz warned us that these spiders were more fit than us and  had very real expectations of trapping and eating a grandchild.  

 Because  the darkness assured complete and total privacy, the changing cubicles were really nothing more than a formality.  
      One of New Papa’s many rules was that all swimmers had to take a shower before entering the pool. His premise that we were dirtier than the pool water was simply not true,  most of the time. 
      Swimming in the pool was equal parts fun and fear.  The fear element sprang from warnings from our older cousins that  snapping turtles frequented the pool.  While these pediavores had little interest in the “adult” swim,  we were tipped off  that they had great enthusiasm for the “kid” swim.  The water was so murky I had no way of knowing if they were there stalking me,  but it weighed

heavily on my swimming experience.  It was no help that Toad and Penn liked to yell out in pain and disappear below the surface as though pulled by an attacking snapper.  I had seen a few snapping turtles on our farm and they were a pediavore to be reckoned with.
      While we were preoccupied in the pool,  the spiders were busy repairing and fortifying their entire network of webs...making them bigger and more sophisticated than before,  ever hopeful of capturing the big prize,  an Upham grandchild.  These super spiders were  results driven and thrived under tight deadlines. When we returned to the basement to change, our one and only goal was to get out of there as quickly as possible.  In the darkness and haste, our clothing often took an unexpected turn. 
 

      As was my lot, the pediavores reserved their optimism and patience  for another day, and I was resigned to my vulnerable place in the food chain.


Clean-up Editor: Toni Gardner, Author of  "My Fathers" and "Walking Where the Dog Walks"

The Cattle Prod

     My brother Jack and I frequently assisted my father on his veterinary farm calls.  We were well trained - Jack would hold the cow or horse, and I would hand Dad instruments or be a gofer and run to his wagon to get medical supplies.  My first experience with the magic stick was when Jack and I accompanied Dad on a farm call to examine a gravely ill cow.  The cow was easy to find.  She was in the field next to the red barn, beneath the impatient, circling vultures.  Sadly, when we arrived to the Holstein cow in the field,  the only signs of life were the little barn kittens bouncing around and exploring the near-lifeless Gulliver of a cow. 

I  was always amazed at what a sight it was to see a  cow lying on its side.  I knew that a cow had four stomachs.  I didn’t know much about them except that one was for  fruits, and one was for vegetables, and one was for barbed wire.   It seemed as though each stomach was pushing out the side that wasn’t on the ground. The side of the cow was a mountain for the little kittens, and they were enjoying roughhousing  on the slope.  

     I was no stranger to large animals lying lifeless on the ground, and I felt the farmer’s pain.  I had a small garden in a tiny plot of land I had previously used in an attempt to dig to China.  That is where my father matter-of-factly said I would end up when he saw me digging the hole.  

At the time I was digging a hole because I had found a shovel lying on the ground.  When one is quite young and has homework to do, sometimes that is all the motivation that is needed.  For me, it was also an attempt to exploit something that I was strong enough to exploit.  For a 40-pound weakling like myself, life proved to be quite frustrating, as I had the desire to do a great many things but had the physical strength to do just a  few.  Nothing was more frustrating than not being strong enough to cock Jack’s BB gun, or tall enough to drive the bumper cars at the amusement park.  Digging a hole because “it wasn’t there” was all the motivation I needed. While digging the hole to China was not my original intention, the suggestion that it could take me somewhere renewed my drive.  Having just studied gravity in the third grade, I had some curiosity about what might happen if I jumped down a hole that exited in China....

I wasn’t sure if I would have enough momentum to make it to China, or if I would fall back and get stuck in the middle. Ending up in China presented a number of new challenges - I did not know anyone  there, and I was well aware of the language barrier. That was a bridge I would cross when I got the hole done.  

      Like most of my projects, this one turned out a bit grander than I had anticipated and was abandoned after about two weeks.  Still, with some help from Jack, our hole had become about four feet deep.  We were not sure what to do with a four-foot hole, but none of our friends had one, so it seemed like a cool thing to keep.  Jack and I decided that we would try to catch something big, like a bear, so we carefully covered it with hay and checked it every day.  

After several days, having no luck catching anything but a toad, we concluded that all of the bears must be busy.  

     Our plans to maintain a large hole in the ground, and a couple of feet from the tractor path, were admittedly ill-conceived.....and doomed as soon as Dad realized that our hole was now four feet deep.  He felt that the disappointment of losing our four-foot hole would be  offset by being given the newly filled hole to grow a garden.  Mom and Dad bought me lima beans, peas, and cucumber seeds.  I liked the cucumber plants because they were easy to pick, but the peas and lima beans were tedious and boring to pick. On top of that, Dad was the only one who even liked lima beans. 

     After picking a bag of lima beans for him, I stopped by the barnyard to see our horse Spring.  He was a tall chestnut, and while he was too strong for me to ride, he was my favorite because he was so friendly.  If I ducked under his head and put my arms around his neck, he would lean over my shoulder and grab the waistband of my jeans, pick me up, and walk around.  

It provided endless amusement for both of us.  He seemed interested in the lima beans, so I gave him a couple of pods for his trouble.  What I was unprepared for was his decision to lie down immediately after eating the beans.  Then he topped it off by putting his head down and shutting his eyes.  

In the two years we had owned him, I had never ever seen him lie down.  I immediately considered that lima beans might be poisonous to horses.  I was near panic.  Was there time for Dad to save him?  Maybe it was one of those horse facts everyone knew but me.  Had I not been listening when Dad had said “Margaux, you must never give a horse a lima bean; he will have a long painful death"?    I ran to the house and told Dad that Spring had eaten too many lima beans and was near death.  Dad gave me a strange look and asked how many lima beans he had eaten.  I said two.  He asked “Two plants?”  I replied, “No, two pods.” Dad then got a bemused look on his face and said he would come out and have a look.  When Dad arrived in the barn yard, it appeared as though Spring was still near death.  Dad leaned over and felt Spring’s chest and then rubbed his temple for a few seconds.  The healing hands must have worked because Spring stood up and began sniffing me for more lima beans.

     As for the cow with the four stomachs,  its chips were clearly down.  All signs of life, including a detectable pulse, had vanished.  Dad shook his head and said that things did not look very promising.  We all watched as he knelt beside the cow and took a long stick out of a cardboard tube from his medical bag. It reminded me of a policeman’s billy club, except it was white.  He applied it to the cow’s rear and pushed the button on the end.  

What followed was astounding.  In a split second, the cow’s tail fluttered and became still. When Dad pushed the button again, the tail fluttered and became still again - the bovine equivalent to a car engine turning over. The third time Dad pressed the button, the cow’s eyes blinked, she made a long bellow, exploded to her feet, and bolted off like a bat out of hell.  That was the last we saw of her. 

I glanced over to Jack, hoping he had not noticed, but his jaw was dropped, and he clearly had. The farmer shrugged and said, “Well, I guess you fixed her.” Dad suggested that the farmer call him when she returned to the barn.

     I asked Dad what that magic stick was and he said a “cattle prod.”  I asked him what was in the stick and he said “electricity,” but I think he meant lightning.  I suspect that the lightning stick was made possible by the research Ben Franklin conducted flying kites in electrical storms, and some other scientist had figured out a way to bottle it into a stick.  As an adult, I can reflect on Ben Franklin’s stunt and can’t help but wonder what role it played in inspiring the stars of Jack Ass.   Had he been born one hundred years later, Franklin would have gotten a Darwin award “honorable mention.”  

     I am not sure who coined the name “cattle prod,” but it certainly seemed to sell itself short.  It was a name that more likely came out of the Texas Cattle Barons than Madison Avenue, and it definitely gave new meaning to my previous understanding of the word “prod.” 

     As the three of us drove off to the next farm call, Dad explained that this farmer didn’t appreciate the value Jack and I brought to the farm examination, so we would need to stay in the car.  The good news was that he was only going to be doing a "few TB tests," so it shouldn’t take long.  As he gathered up his syringes, I noticed that he was not taking the bag with the lightning stick in it. I subtly glanced at Jack to see if he noticed this oversight, and judging by the elated look on his face, he most definitely had.  I shouted, “Dad, the cattle prod, you forgot it.”  He said “No, Margaux, I didn’t.  You don’t need it for TB tests.”  I shouted, “You never know, you should take it just in case....”  Dad replied in a stern voice that it would not be necessary and turned and walked toward the barn.  

     As soon as he rounded the corner out of sight, Jack and I dove for the cattle prod, but the result was a foregone conclusion.  Even if I had gotten to it first, which I did, I wouldn’t have the time to activate it before being over powered by my older brother.  As one might guess, we spent the next 15 minutes  playing  "veterinarian and ailing cow."   I did not land the much coveted role of the veterinarian.

I did develop a lifelong respect for the cattle prod that afternoon, and became far more selective about the farm calls I agreed to attend.

Clean-up Editor: Toni Gardner, Author of  "My Fathers" and "Walking Where the Dog Walks"